1. |
Hangin' On
03:24
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HANGIN’ ON
You say that you’re stuck in this place
You say you can’t see and you don’t know the way
You want to believe all the lies you tell yourself
You’ve got the answer but keep asking for help
What do you need to know that you don’t already feel?
So what are you gonna do?
What are you gonna say?
What are you gonna think?
When it all goes away?
How will you feel?
When it’s gone?
Who are you helping?
By hangin’ on?
I wish you would breathe, I want you to know
You deserve all you want, so learn to let go
You push so hard and hope it all works out
Ignore all the signs and push away your doubt
If you listen, you will hear what you already know
So what are you gonna do?
What are you gonna say?
What are you gonna think?
When it all goes away?
How will you feel?
When it’s gone?
Who are you helping?
By hangin’ on?
You’re waiting for someone else to make a move
You’re hoping you won’t have to choose
And what will it take for you to see
All it takes is you to be free
So what are you gonna do?
What are you gonna say?
When it’s all gone
I hope that you will stop
Hangin’ On
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2. |
More Than Love
03:26
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MORE THAN LOVE
I have to try
I have to see
I have to let it all out
And set it free
I have to give it my all
I have to push with all of my might
Because nothing ever changes without a fight
You think I should walk away
That nothing good will come
And I know that I’m not ready to give up
I’m standing here because of you
And it’s still not enough
What will it take for us to change
What is more than love
I’ve never been
Good with no
I can’t be easily contained
And you should know
When someone tells me I can’t
When they size me up too small
I have to prove them all wrong
And watch them fall
You know I can’t walk away
And I will stand my ground
And I will not give up until I am found
I’m standing here because of you
And it’s still not enough
What will it take for us to change
What is more than love
You always take more than you give
And leave nothing for me
I am done pretending it’s what I need
I’m standing here because of you
And it’s still not enough
What will it take for us to change
What is more than love
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3. |
Monkey Paw
04:45
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MONKEY PAW
I jumped in without looking
I jumped in head first
And I used to think it through
And plan for the worst
I didn’t know
How it would be
Pushed aside the fear
Jumped in with both feet
Can you help me?
I’ve made a mistake
I got all caught up
And now it feels too late
Can you hear me calling?
I’ve lost my way
It’s time for me to admit that I can’t
I can’t stay
I tried my hardest
To give it my best
And after all of this time
I still feel like a guest
I fooled myself
I was blind
I don’t see a way
And I don’t need more time
Can you help me?
I’ve made a mistake
I got all caught up
And now it’s much too late
Can you hear me calling?
I’ve lost my way
It’s time for me to admit that I can’t
I can’t stay
When you know there’s nothing left to do
And little left to say
And you know in your heart
You have to get out of your way
And the hardest to know is
I did it to yourself
When it’s all said and done
I can’t blame nobody
Nobody else
Can you help me?
I’ve made a mistake
I got all caught up
And now it’s far too late
Can you hear me calling?
I’ve lost my way
It’s time for me to admit that I can’t
I can’t stay
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4. |
Keeper
03:19
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KEEPER
I was ready to walk away
Had no reason, no need to stay
You snuck through
There’s something about you
Steady as a rock, you took my hand
Smoothed my wrinkles without demands
Now I see
You’re all I ever need
I was broken when you came my way
I was going through motions from day to day
I didn’t think that I could find
The one who would ease my mind but you stayed
And kept me anyway
You endure all that I am
I know I make too many plans
Yes it’s true
So much I want to do
We both give and make some space
We know we’re in the same place
We’ve come far
‘Cause home is where you are
And when I get in my own way
You always know the right thing to say
I think that we both know that we found
The one we want to stick around and hey,
I’ll keep you, anyway
I know you hate when I say it
I know you don’t like favorites
It’s fine
‘Cause baby – you’re mine
And I’m fine - ‘cause baby – you’re mine
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5. |
Signs Pointing South
03:43
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SIGNS POINTING SOUTH
Well I’ve been falling to pieces since my mind’s left me
Two hours, three days later, I still can’t sleep
Three o’clock in the morning, I can’t fall asleep
The world has melted and it’s got me in too deep
Where do I take my complaints?
The lights are gone and the music’s growing faint – I just don’t know
You forgot to remember and remembered to forget
You’ve been gone for days but you haven’t left me yet
I’m feasting on the breath of my soul
I keep running on empty with nowhere to go
But what do I get for my pain?
What do I get for it all – when nothing’s working out
All signs pointing south but nothing leads to you
An empty memory that keeps fading from view
What is left of me? What am I to do?
All signs pointing south – what I miss most about us is you
I keep looking at both sides of a mirror – I need you with me
Waiting for the things to come clearer, but was never meant to be
We never saw it coming, too busy with our lives
We just get in the way, yeah it happens everytime
I never knew how to reach you, that was my mistake
I was wonderin’ all the time but you never were mine to break
All signs pointing south but nothing leads to you
An empty memory that keeps fading from view
What is left of me? What am I to do?
All signs pointing south – what I miss most about us is you
All signs pointing south but nothing leads to you
An empty memory that keeps fading from view
What is left of me? What am I to do?
All signs pointing south – what I miss most about us is you
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Jillian Matundan Reston, Virginia
Jillian Matundan is an award-winning, multi-instrumentalist, singer-songwriter who returned to music in 2018 after a fifteen year break and has been winning awards and audiences with her unique guitar style and warm vocals. in 2020, she released her debut EP, "Hangin' On". She is releasing a full-length album in 2024. ... more
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