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lyrics

ONLY WATER
©Jillian Matundan, Keezamonkee Music (BMI)


Ignored expectations and hit the road
Left me to handle all that you owed
And never looked back
You never looked back
It was for the best that you left
No complications, no regrets
But what about me
What about me

I was worried I would be just like you
And suddenly leave for something new
They say blood is thicker
But I got water
I only got water

I never wanted your fists of rage
I spent so many of my days
Trying to hide you
Always needing to hide you
As years went by, I learned how
To swallow my fire and keep you down
But I didn’t forget you
No, I never forgot you

I was worried I’d be just like you

With an anger too hot to subdue
Maybe blood boils thicker
But I’ve got water
I’ve only got water

This isn’t how it’s supposed to be
It took so long for me to see
It’s just part of my story
It won’t define me
You won’t define me

You didn’t call, you didn’t write
I didn’t put up much of a fight
I had moved past you
I moved right past you
And there is so much that’s left to say
But time ran out now it’s too late
It went unspoken
It’ll stay unspoken

While I worried I would be just like you
In the end, I found out, too
They say blood is thicker
But I say water
I only gave you water

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from Singing to the Moon, released March 1, 2024
Vocals, Guitar, Violin - Jillian Matundan
Harmony Vocals - Amanda Gates-Elston, Kellie Lin Knott,Tracie Potochnik

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Jillian Matundan Reston, Virginia

Jillian Matundan is an award-winning, multi-instrumentalist, singer-songwriter who returned to music in 2018 after a fifteen year break and has been winning awards and audiences with her unique guitar style and warm vocals. in 2020, she released her debut EP, "Hangin' On". She is releasing a full-length album in 2024. ... more

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